Love is the harmony

So amazing;

The Best I Ever Heard:

Shorelines - Broken Social Scene

Bria's Interlude pt. II

Grum - Heartbeats from Brian McBlade on Vimeo.

the joy, the pain... The Glory

p.s. is this what love sounds like??!? Or maybe its just infatuation with epicness.

Thin Line

It is always just a thin line that separates. Genius and Insanity, Love and Hate, North and South... Sometimes it may only be one person that is that thin line...

As always, opportunity knocks... most of the times in forms you do not recognize. It is reaping what you have sewn.
Looking back @ my days I realize some of the opportunities that have passed me and what that missed opportunity has flourished into. I realize, or, can see that, many of great opportunities come through friends or from the seeds you have sewn in others lives. I am currently seizing this wonderful opportunity, given to me by my brethren, and as I began thinking about it my mind wandered... what would it have been like to take a similar chance earlier??
I realized, man, it is all so simple. You just have to be ready. I know the reason I didn't seize earlier opportunities was because I was not ready (or so I thought). Now I am back again with another start!?!? Isn't life one interesting piece of art?? Before I took my current life by the horns I was always questioning, is this the right track did I make a wrong turn back there somewhere??
I realize it was the right track, I was just over-thinking and undermining. Where are the Adderalls when you really need them??!

I think that's why I can't stop spreading love (its an innate characteristic in me!)to friends, family or whoever crosses my path. You never know when your reward will come, or in what form....

... its always that thin line between success and failure...


TIME IS IRRELEVANT [we can't control it]
GOD IS REAL [feel the wind]
and LIFE IS TO BE LOVED [f.e.p.o.]


"Its in my blood, to do madness."
-Dzia CD (thanks btnl!)

Aint that bouta b*t@#

So I am taking this supplement to try and counteract the effects my past lover has had on my body.... and I look it up today to only find out that it is making my heart stronger and everything... I didnt want all that, lol....
All the things I have been doing to speed this life up, and now I find out I have been recently messing up all that progress. Damn.

who woulda thought.

How I feel rite now

This song breaks my brain thoughts down completely. OH GODDAMMIT.



oh well, fuck it.

Dear Bottle...

I think we need a break [sad face]

"Im not like these fiendin niggaz, im too smart for all that...
but I am like them fiendin niggaz."

I think ive been to church as many times as I have been sober this year (2009), the crazy thing is I can count it on one hand. The even crazier thing is it may be less than 5....

Damn.

p.s. however long I will be away from you, I am going to miss you.

Daylight [for the dayman]

So... Since January I have been stuck on this girl. Not just stuck on her, I was infatuated with her, in lust for her, since January. It is now June... You would think that I would either be talking to this girl or she is some prototype female, considering its been six months.
Wrong. Wrong.


It was wierd, we were chillin for a week or two then she just hit me with the cold shoulder... I thought I would get over her but again, Wrong. Wrong.
I tried to erase her from my mind to soothe my heart but time and time again she would ease her way into my dreams, thoughts and even my dialogue. I had it bad....



Ive been awaken, made brand new!! I have to say, facebook, eased all my heartache. I surfed over to facebook and behold, my eyes witnessed the glory. I stumbled upon the most beautiful woman I have ever seen in a photograph. I now have a vision of what my wife will look like.
Lets get Brand New. She looked to amazing if I could I would shout it on the mountaintop of greatness the Lord has bestowed upon her. Gee whilikers.

New Again - Taking Back Sunday

OOOOH [gritting teeth]

I could put out there so much hate... but I was learned if you don't have anything nice to say than don't say anything @ all... I am here to speak life, love and blessing.
Just had to release.

[Un]Comfortable

Heartbreak...
Why does it continue to hurt me so...


...I guess its a good thing I still got my liquid lover..

Was it plymouth?
church?
could it be the district?
Is it me... I just want to be wanted....