Aint that bouta b*t@#

So I am taking this supplement to try and counteract the effects my past lover has had on my body.... and I look it up today to only find out that it is making my heart stronger and everything... I didnt want all that, lol....
All the things I have been doing to speed this life up, and now I find out I have been recently messing up all that progress. Damn.

who woulda thought.

How I feel rite now

This song breaks my brain thoughts down completely. OH GODDAMMIT.



oh well, fuck it.

Dear Bottle...

I think we need a break [sad face]

"Im not like these fiendin niggaz, im too smart for all that...
but I am like them fiendin niggaz."

I think ive been to church as many times as I have been sober this year (2009), the crazy thing is I can count it on one hand. The even crazier thing is it may be less than 5....

Damn.

p.s. however long I will be away from you, I am going to miss you.