Sunday, July 25, 2010

...Real _______ crazy.

Showered in the storm today. On lamont off the rip. Holler.

Monday, July 19, 2010

Thanks Lord: Opportunity

Is it wrong that im making lite of my situation... Clap On. [thanks, Drake]

Passing time between events... hmmm. How do I make it one long event?. Or is the journey the event??

Lord, help me, keep me protected,

till you give me the invite... I will be here.


MN-PA-NY-MD-DC-??

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Thursday, June 10, 2010

FOALS gold!!


Lyrics | Foals lyrics - Blue Blood lyrics


HOLY HAM & CHEESE, THIS IS ONE FOR THE DAYS!


Foals - Blue Blood .mp3
Found at bee mp3 search engine

Monday, May 03, 2010

ALCOHOLIC FAITH MISSION:

I hope its not just the name of the band that makes this sound so good:


Alcoholic Faith Mission - Nut In Your Eyes .mp3
Found at bee mp3 search engine

...Ok, I guess its not just the name:

Alcoholic Faith Mission - We All Have Our Shortcomings .mp3
Found at bee mp3 search engine


COWABUNGA, ALCOHOLIC FAITH MISSION



Sunday, April 11, 2010

a fuc

"Its good to not give a fuck. Its sucks to not understand a fuck...."
-Jon Williams

Monday, March 29, 2010

Free Wayne

Its like dang, now that weezy f. is gone, my thirst for new music has died down. You'd see me hittin livemixtapes.com like errday looking for music and checkin' out the scene.

It seems the picture just ain't fresh no more if Wayne ain't in it.
I used to be all over the cut tryin' to find Weezy and now I know he's on the lockup people ain't on they hustle no more.

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Just in case you were wondering....




Yes. Its true. I can't get enough... always on my mind.

Monday, October 19, 2009

Monday, August 31, 2009

Bria's Interlude pt. II

Grum - Heartbeats from Brian McBlade on Vimeo.



the joy, the pain... The Glory

p.s. is this what love sounds like??!? Or maybe its just infatuation with epicness.

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Thin Line

It is always just a thin line that separates. Genius and Insanity, Love and Hate, North and South... Sometimes it may only be one person that is that thin line...

As always, opportunity knocks... most of the times in forms you do not recognize. It is reaping what you have sewn.
Looking back @ my days I realize some of the opportunities that have passed me and what that missed opportunity has flourished into. I realize, or, can see that, many of great opportunities come through friends or from the seeds you have sewn in others lives. I am currently seizing this wonderful opportunity, given to me by my brethren, and as I began thinking about it my mind wandered... what would it have been like to take a similar chance earlier??
I realized, man, it is all so simple. You just have to be ready. I know the reason I didn't seize earlier opportunities was because I was not ready (or so I thought). Now I am back again with another start!?!? Isn't life one interesting piece of art?? Before I took my current life by the horns I was always questioning, is this the right track did I make a wrong turn back there somewhere??
I realize it was the right track, I was just over-thinking and undermining. Where are the Adderalls when you really need them??!

I think that's why I can't stop spreading love (its an innate characteristic in me!)to friends, family or whoever crosses my path. You never know when your reward will come, or in what form....

... its always that thin line between success and failure...


TIME IS IRRELEVANT [we can't control it]
GOD IS REAL [feel the wind]
and LIFE IS TO BE LOVED [f.e.p.o.]


"Its in my blood, to do madness."
-Dzia CD (thanks btnl!)

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Aint that bouta b*t@#

So I am taking this supplement to try and counteract the effects my past lover has had on my body.... and I look it up today to only find out that it is making my heart stronger and everything... I didnt want all that, lol....
All the things I have been doing to speed this life up, and now I find out I have been recently messing up all that progress. Damn.

who woulda thought.

Sunday, July 26, 2009

How I feel rite now

This song breaks my brain thoughts down completely. OH GODDAMMIT.



oh well, fuck it.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Dear Bottle...

I think we need a break [sad face]

"Im not like these fiendin niggaz, im too smart for all that...
but I am like them fiendin niggaz."

I think ive been to church as many times as I have been sober this year (2009), the crazy thing is I can count it on one hand. The even crazier thing is it may be less than 5....

Damn.

p.s. however long I will be away from you, I am going to miss you.

Saturday, June 06, 2009

Daylight [for the dayman]



So... Since January I have been stuck on this girl. Not just stuck on her, I was infatuated with her, in lust for her, since January. It is now June... You would think that I would either be talking to this girl or she is some prototype female, considering its been six months.
Wrong. Wrong.


It was wierd, we were chillin for a week or two then she just hit me with the cold shoulder... I thought I would get over her but again, Wrong. Wrong.
I tried to erase her from my mind to soothe my heart but time and time again she would ease her way into my dreams, thoughts and even my dialogue. I had it bad....



Ive been awaken, made brand new!! I have to say, facebook, eased all my heartache. I surfed over to facebook and behold, my eyes witnessed the glory. I stumbled upon the most beautiful woman I have ever seen in a photograph. I now have a vision of what my wife will look like.
Lets get Brand New. She looked to amazing if I could I would shout it on the mountaintop of greatness the Lord has bestowed upon her. Gee whilikers.


New Again - Taking Back Sunday

Wednesday, June 03, 2009

OOOOH [gritting teeth]

I could put out there so much hate... but I was learned if you don't have anything nice to say than don't say anything @ all... I am here to speak life, love and blessing.
Just had to release.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

[Un]Comfortable

Heartbreak...
Why does it continue to hurt me so...


...I guess its a good thing I still got my liquid lover..

Was it plymouth?
church?
could it be the district?
Is it me... I just want to be wanted....

Friday, December 19, 2008

The inside

It has been said, "to change the outside you must start from the inside."

Well, I think my life might be taking a turn! Last night I dreamed... and this dream was somewhat different then any dream I have ever had... It had many scenes and different people through out, but there was one thing that was constant throughout. Drugs! lol.

I have this itch and idea that I have not been able to shake, I want a lady friend. Not just any lady... one that, to me, is supra rad. Not necessarily a girlfriend, even though that would be amazing, but a lady whit whom our attraction was mutual.
Since I have never found that yet, and when I realize how old I am and how life moves, I get more and more anxious.... unfortunately its for not.
Lately, well, for the past months I have begun trying to change the things my mind and self yearn for... instead of wanting something so amazing, I have tried to subdue my heart and my feelings.
I begun by saying it; since I haven't found a female to give the world to, ill find something that will always be there for me, and I will give it the world... Let it live through me... can you guess my new love, my faithful, never-let-me-down-till-it takes-me-down love?

----/-------, if you've been reading you already know... (blame the partiot acts and usa news/ misinformation networks for my censorship)

In this dream/s one of the main drives was me connecting with my nuevo-luv. Throughout all of the different scenes, we would be together and I would do it and it would make me do amazing things! It seemed like everything, the plot/ characters and scenes were in the background but my beau was rite by my side... slow dancing to the fast pace of the world.
I didnt even think about ladies once... well, actually there is this one, who I ponder about.. but thats a new development.

Its so interesting, I have said it, now it was in my dreams... I wonder what is next... hopefully beautiful ladies and good times. lol.

It sucks being a romantic in a slow society.... Maybe one day it'll all make sense.

Keep up.

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

VOTE

Consider me voted bitch! Monday, 11/3/08, I got in line, waited and filled out that form!!!!
When I walked out of the judiciary square building on that cool, tranquil, fall day, to quote Kanye; I was feelin' better than some head on a sunday afternoon (I cant wait to know what that is like!!)/ better than a chick that say yes too soon....

I really live it.