Things are starting to look better again. This is pretty rediculous, my life of small ups and downs. I cant wait till some real shit [lol] starts goin down [hahaha].Well I found some new shit 2 get into besides makin this rappin happen. I am now gettin fond of saggin. Its bringin out the true balla/ gangsta in me. But yea, other than that news, i dont think I got anything else to talk about [unfortunately]. Oh wait nevermind, I am actually startin to wake up in the mornings and I bought a few books earlier this week. The cool thing about the book buying is I actually plan on reading them all the way through. I also not as niggerish with my spending as I used 2 be...[2 big thumbs up for that!!!]. I still do slip occasionally though, like 2nite, I kinda wanna get these bbc and OS shirts. I dont know if I should though, hopefully I dont.