Life.... I tell ya, it is something. I dont know what I need to be doing with it, I think I am having growing pains or maybe I am slowly going crazy. My partying has took a huge drop from about a month and some change ago... Sheeit, my whole life is droppin... or changing, I should say. I am a recovering slacker trying to find out the right way to live life. I really feel like I am in slacker rehab being at home. Its crazy, I dont really know that many people here and right now I have so much time and so little to get into, I feel like I am in solitary confinement at times. The conditions here are so crazy that I actually was dissapointed when I called into work and they told me to take the next day off, aint that some shit!!!!! The old Yancdawg didnt even like working and now I am getting bummed when I cant work. I need something in my life, maybe I need to go back to HU, maybe a girl, or something. My brother said I need a girlfriend and I was thinking yea, thats what Im gonna do is get a girlfriend, but then I realized that I dont know any fine single women in MN, it is the pits. The lady situation im not stressin over that much though because I think I met the love of my life at Howard. Unfortunately my life wasnt together so I never really talked to her, but I figure if she is really the love of my life I will have another chance with her. Golly if she only knew... she is so marvelous. But I digress, I will have to dedicate a post to her later. Right now I gotta try and figure out what I am gonna do to get out of my situation. Its a tough one but the Lord will make a way. Well, if any readers have any suggestions, feel free to let me know.

This week was a pretty rad week I must say, I learned a lot and accomplished more than average. Things are finally starting to turn around in my life it seems. Today I had this photo shoot and I the photographer was a pretty cool guy. I talked with him for a bit and he was just telling me how he got started in the industry and all this good stuff. It was pretty rad, I was tellin him that I am interesting in photography, modeling and also being a stylist and he said there was a lot of opportunity for me. Later on today about a few hours after the shoot he called me and told me about a photo shoot going on tomorrow and he said I should come down and help with the styling and everything!!! That is some good stuff if you aske me, the Lord is really hookin a brotha up, it is great. I think now that I am really starting to understand the "GRINDIN" concept things are starting to work out. No more f*#kIn up for me, im washin my face and gettin my mind rite!lol. and that REAl son. Oh yea maybe I should show u guys some pics from the shoot.

This weekend has been pretty super duper so far. Last nite I was at my homey Pieters Bday bash, it was spectacular. It took place in the presidential suite of the Radisson Hotel and we were partaking in Patron shots and many other assorted beverages. There was also a lavish spread of fine asian cuisine. I was pretty satisfied with how the night went down! Oh man I forgot to even mention the beautiful women that were there, boy ill tell ya, I never seen that many beautiful asian women in my life. It was splendiforis. I even got up for my job orientation this morning...damn im good. lol. I think I may not be fuckin up as bad as I thought I was in life now that I think about it. Im working, waking up for things, reading not only magazines but books (big thumbs up for that), and also writing and expounding on ideas. I think im gonna turn out alright when I think about it. Its gonna be a good journey.

This is my 1st entry. I had to get a rad blog after I kept reading everybody elses. These thing are great. Ill be back soon 2 add more stuff.

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?