OMG!

This is crazy... everything in my life seems to be falling apart. First it began falling apart slowly now it is pickin up speed. Yesterday, my car, and now I think my Ipod has crashed!??!!? Its rediculous, I dont understand how all this stuff can happen all in less than 24 hours. I have been sittin here for about an hour trying to reload some music on my Ipod and it is stuck on the loading screen. Damn. Now, bcuz of the car, I have to take the bus around the city and back to the suburbs, [what kinda mess is this??] OH YEA, and now it doesnt seem like I am gonna have the pleasure of using my Ipod while commuting [just my luck!]. This is getting re-damn-diculous. I dont really know what to say or do, should I be mad? or maybe feel hate??? I dont have a clue. I guess you can say I am feeling...flusterred*?
Also earlier today while I was at my internship my job tried to call me and tell me I was on the schedule for today, so I was even more stressed. I was thinking about the car, commuting and now How the heck am I gonna get to work on time!? it was crazy. Later on in the day they finally realized that they were wrong cuz they were looking at the wrong schedule, stuffs rediculous i tell ya. I just dont know what is going on. I am guessing at times like this I should just pray and have faith....



*excuse the spelling

Crash!?

I crashed my car 2day. It really sucked. I was coming from some more
work training headed back 2 work and I just had 2 get into a crash (like
that's the thing 2 do). Luckily it wasn't anything serious but still, it
was horrible. Just when things were gettin better, I don't understand it
at all.
The crash made me ponder, you know, about life. Is this it???!?? Just
livin 2 work and workin 2 make money and makin money 2 support urself?
Maybe I am missin somethin, or there is somethin about life that I am
just not seeing...? Well hopefully ill find out somethin soon. I guess I
could always do like in the 25th hour and drive west 2 try and start a
new life.... But I guess only time will tell what is gonna happen.
-- ミ®Ï℃ ゾâカÇÝ

Damn, I am wildin out, its been like 4ever and a day and I am just now updating my profile. Oh well, its cool, I just found out that I can use my phone to make posts, so I wont let this lack of interneta accesibility hold me back.
This week was a pretty radical one, if I may say so myself. A lot of positive things happened and one terribly bad thing happened. Lets go with the bad news 1st. Well me being in MN and the winter season upon us the weather has been getting very cold lately. I being the technoligically saavy guy that I never leave home without my Ipod. Well I always listen to it in my car and this week, me being the lazy negro that I am, left it in there for a few days. Well, last nite,I went outside to get it not realizing how much of an effect the cold can have but in the back of my mind knowing the damage that I caused my sweet musical bundle of joy. Well to my dismay I pushed the play button and realized that my sweet sweet ipod went into a coma from the cold and awoke with no memory of anything. I was very very saddened, I myself am still in mild shock... Over 40 gigs of music completely gone.. I thought stuff like that couldnt happen over nite, damn was I wrong.

Well unfortunately due to an unforseen party opportunity I will not be able to finish my rambling tonite, but will presume l8er on. Goodnite 4 now.

Since I am always unable 2 use the computer, I'm sure this by phone
method could be just as useful!!! Lets find out.
-- ミ®Ï℃ ゾâカÇÝ

Today.... Like everyday since I've been here has been uneventful, well, maybe not. Today I am applying to more jobs so I can really try to get some more money. Last night I was being lectured by my dad (one of the benefits of living at home, LOL) about me not having any direction with my life, that is a good true statement. I don't really know exactly what I want to do with my life. I like to use the excuse that I am waiting on the Lord to reveal my destiny to me, which is very true. Unfortunately things don't happen that easily, which is some stankness if I may say so myself. I'm gonna have to take that up with the Lord when I get to heaven. So anyways, after being lectured, I made a partial life plan. I think that's what its called. I wrote down the things I want done by Christmas/ new years, and then what I want accomplished by the summer. I was gonna try to figure out what I wanted to get done in life by next year but that's too far away to think about but yet too soon add in my overall long term life objective. I also wrote down what I want to have accomplished overall in life, what I want to see done when I look back on my life. Unfortunately the hard part is figuring out how to get where I need to be. I guess that's where living comes into play, I just gotta live it out. I hate that part, cuz rite now it is soo boring, I definitely need to find something crazy to get into or somewhere crazy to go.