I must get out of here!! I am seeing all of these people traveling around the world and I realized something. I havent been to half of the places that I want to travel to. I am going to make a plan and get the heck outta dodge. I dont know what I was thinking stayin here and not seeing the world. I must not be serious about life, lol... Well now I am and I am almost ready to change the world. This is DJ Sliced Toast, over and out.

Today I just got out of this clinical study and I am pretty satisfied. I got paid, had a chance to read and reflect, and chilled hard, it was grand. Now that the study is over I gotta get on with life: work, internship, and life's problems. Gosh, life is somethin else. Well I dont really have much to talk about rite now so im bout to go surf the net and find some cool new clothes and gadgets to fill my want list with. Cheerio!!

OMG!

This is crazy... everything in my life seems to be falling apart. First it began falling apart slowly now it is pickin up speed. Yesterday, my car, and now I think my Ipod has crashed!??!!? Its rediculous, I dont understand how all this stuff can happen all in less than 24 hours. I have been sittin here for about an hour trying to reload some music on my Ipod and it is stuck on the loading screen. Damn. Now, bcuz of the car, I have to take the bus around the city and back to the suburbs, [what kinda mess is this??] OH YEA, and now it doesnt seem like I am gonna have the pleasure of using my Ipod while commuting [just my luck!]. This is getting re-damn-diculous. I dont really know what to say or do, should I be mad? or maybe feel hate??? I dont have a clue. I guess you can say I am feeling...flusterred*?
Also earlier today while I was at my internship my job tried to call me and tell me I was on the schedule for today, so I was even more stressed. I was thinking about the car, commuting and now How the heck am I gonna get to work on time!? it was crazy. Later on in the day they finally realized that they were wrong cuz they were looking at the wrong schedule, stuffs rediculous i tell ya. I just dont know what is going on. I am guessing at times like this I should just pray and have faith....



*excuse the spelling

Crash!?

I crashed my car 2day. It really sucked. I was coming from some more
work training headed back 2 work and I just had 2 get into a crash (like
that's the thing 2 do). Luckily it wasn't anything serious but still, it
was horrible. Just when things were gettin better, I don't understand it
at all.
The crash made me ponder, you know, about life. Is this it???!?? Just
livin 2 work and workin 2 make money and makin money 2 support urself?
Maybe I am missin somethin, or there is somethin about life that I am
just not seeing...? Well hopefully ill find out somethin soon. I guess I
could always do like in the 25th hour and drive west 2 try and start a
new life.... But I guess only time will tell what is gonna happen.
-- ミ®Ï℃ ゾâカÇÝ

Damn, I am wildin out, its been like 4ever and a day and I am just now updating my profile. Oh well, its cool, I just found out that I can use my phone to make posts, so I wont let this lack of interneta accesibility hold me back.
This week was a pretty radical one, if I may say so myself. A lot of positive things happened and one terribly bad thing happened. Lets go with the bad news 1st. Well me being in MN and the winter season upon us the weather has been getting very cold lately. I being the technoligically saavy guy that I never leave home without my Ipod. Well I always listen to it in my car and this week, me being the lazy negro that I am, left it in there for a few days. Well, last nite,I went outside to get it not realizing how much of an effect the cold can have but in the back of my mind knowing the damage that I caused my sweet musical bundle of joy. Well to my dismay I pushed the play button and realized that my sweet sweet ipod went into a coma from the cold and awoke with no memory of anything. I was very very saddened, I myself am still in mild shock... Over 40 gigs of music completely gone.. I thought stuff like that couldnt happen over nite, damn was I wrong.

Well unfortunately due to an unforseen party opportunity I will not be able to finish my rambling tonite, but will presume l8er on. Goodnite 4 now.

Since I am always unable 2 use the computer, I'm sure this by phone
method could be just as useful!!! Lets find out.
-- ミ®Ï℃ ゾâカÇÝ

Today.... Like everyday since I've been here has been uneventful, well, maybe not. Today I am applying to more jobs so I can really try to get some more money. Last night I was being lectured by my dad (one of the benefits of living at home, LOL) about me not having any direction with my life, that is a good true statement. I don't really know exactly what I want to do with my life. I like to use the excuse that I am waiting on the Lord to reveal my destiny to me, which is very true. Unfortunately things don't happen that easily, which is some stankness if I may say so myself. I'm gonna have to take that up with the Lord when I get to heaven. So anyways, after being lectured, I made a partial life plan. I think that's what its called. I wrote down the things I want done by Christmas/ new years, and then what I want accomplished by the summer. I was gonna try to figure out what I wanted to get done in life by next year but that's too far away to think about but yet too soon add in my overall long term life objective. I also wrote down what I want to have accomplished overall in life, what I want to see done when I look back on my life. Unfortunately the hard part is figuring out how to get where I need to be. I guess that's where living comes into play, I just gotta live it out. I hate that part, cuz rite now it is soo boring, I definitely need to find something crazy to get into or somewhere crazy to go.

Life.... I tell ya, it is something. I dont know what I need to be doing with it, I think I am having growing pains or maybe I am slowly going crazy. My partying has took a huge drop from about a month and some change ago... Sheeit, my whole life is droppin... or changing, I should say. I am a recovering slacker trying to find out the right way to live life. I really feel like I am in slacker rehab being at home. Its crazy, I dont really know that many people here and right now I have so much time and so little to get into, I feel like I am in solitary confinement at times. The conditions here are so crazy that I actually was dissapointed when I called into work and they told me to take the next day off, aint that some shit!!!!! The old Yancdawg didnt even like working and now I am getting bummed when I cant work. I need something in my life, maybe I need to go back to HU, maybe a girl, or something. My brother said I need a girlfriend and I was thinking yea, thats what Im gonna do is get a girlfriend, but then I realized that I dont know any fine single women in MN, it is the pits. The lady situation im not stressin over that much though because I think I met the love of my life at Howard. Unfortunately my life wasnt together so I never really talked to her, but I figure if she is really the love of my life I will have another chance with her. Golly if she only knew... she is so marvelous. But I digress, I will have to dedicate a post to her later. Right now I gotta try and figure out what I am gonna do to get out of my situation. Its a tough one but the Lord will make a way. Well, if any readers have any suggestions, feel free to let me know.

This week was a pretty rad week I must say, I learned a lot and accomplished more than average. Things are finally starting to turn around in my life it seems. Today I had this photo shoot and I the photographer was a pretty cool guy. I talked with him for a bit and he was just telling me how he got started in the industry and all this good stuff. It was pretty rad, I was tellin him that I am interesting in photography, modeling and also being a stylist and he said there was a lot of opportunity for me. Later on today about a few hours after the shoot he called me and told me about a photo shoot going on tomorrow and he said I should come down and help with the styling and everything!!! That is some good stuff if you aske me, the Lord is really hookin a brotha up, it is great. I think now that I am really starting to understand the "GRINDIN" concept things are starting to work out. No more f*#kIn up for me, im washin my face and gettin my mind rite!lol. and that REAl son. Oh yea maybe I should show u guys some pics from the shoot.

This weekend has been pretty super duper so far. Last nite I was at my homey Pieters Bday bash, it was spectacular. It took place in the presidential suite of the Radisson Hotel and we were partaking in Patron shots and many other assorted beverages. There was also a lavish spread of fine asian cuisine. I was pretty satisfied with how the night went down! Oh man I forgot to even mention the beautiful women that were there, boy ill tell ya, I never seen that many beautiful asian women in my life. It was splendiforis. I even got up for my job orientation this morning...damn im good. lol. I think I may not be fuckin up as bad as I thought I was in life now that I think about it. Im working, waking up for things, reading not only magazines but books (big thumbs up for that), and also writing and expounding on ideas. I think im gonna turn out alright when I think about it. Its gonna be a good journey.

This is my 1st entry. I had to get a rad blog after I kept reading everybody elses. These thing are great. Ill be back soon 2 add more stuff.

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?